Member Advice on Sexual Abuse

I was abused by my own Mother and father from the day I was born to the age of 10 when I was put into a care.
This only happened because I ran away from home and could not take it anymore. I was found.
I was put back with my parents for a day or so, and they saw how distressed my brother and I were, so they took us away and put us with a family, they left my twin brothers there.

They then relised there was alot of evidence from the doctors that we were all being sexually and physically abused. They asked us questions but deep down they did not believe what we were saying. They did not belive that a mother and father could be that horrible to their own children.
Here is a few things my father done, just to let you know:
Sexually Abused us
He got other men to abuse us
He used objects to sexually abuse us with
Fractured my skull
He whipped us
He killed an old lady
Locked us up for days with no food, water, or heating.

These are jsut a few things he did, the list goes on. I have tried taking him to court but they say there is not enouth evidence, and that it will hurt me too much too go through it all again.

My father did not only do this to us, his children, but he did this to others aswell. My father is also gay and a transfesti. He don't care who he hurts as long as he is happy.

I have tried going to organizations to get help and overcome, most of them say, 'yes, i know what you are going through' when all you have said is a couple of sentances.

I got a few thousand pounds for compensation, but that does not take the pain away of 10 years of abuse.

I have wrote a book and one day when i have the courage to tell people what he was really like, and TRY TO HELP OTHERS, who have been through the same thing.

If you need any help please, please do not hesitate to get in touch with me, I will help in everyway possible.